Life sucks

Life Sucks

Apr 25, 2017 4:45 PM

Have you ever felt being irritated all of a sudden? You'll just feel irritated without a proper reason.

Because honestly, that's what I've been feeling everyday. There's no day I won't feel this way. Especially, when I'm so tired I'm getting irritated. When I'm sleepy, I'm getting irritated too.

I can't stay myself happy because of this irritation that just came out of nowhere. And how can I stay myself happy? My life sucks! It's getting sucker and sucker each day!

I always think my life sucks because of these following reasons:

1. Once I'm happy, it's always taken away from me. I'm happy but after a second, it will be replaced by pain and sadness.

2. My life is sad. I don't have anyone to lean on. I will cry for help but no one will listen. I am trapped by this darkness and I don't know how to escape.

3. Things just keep on stressing me out lately. There are things that I want to happen but sadly, they are out of my control. That makes me feel down.

4. I'm tired with this thing called life. I want to have a rest but I also don't want to leave this life. It's complicated and hard.

5. I feel so useless and worthless. I can't help but to question myself all the time to all my decisions and happenings in life.

But while writing this, I stumbled upon a realization that my life ain't that suck. It's just my petty mindset and that is what I need to change. I need to change my perspective and outlook in life. I need to have a positive mindset.

I am blessed. My life is blessed. There are many reasons why my life is blessed and those 5 things I listed are insufficient for all the reasons why my life is amazing and blessed.

Whatever challenges we take, always think that we are blessed and God is on our side.

Let us always practice to have a positive mindset. There are many things in our life that we should be grateful for and all we need to do is focus more on them. Focus more to people who love us. Focus more on God because whatever is weighing us down, He will lift it up.

Yours truly,

Clar ♡